SO MAD!!

I am just so mad. In my town, our local drug store takes payments for our utility, phone and cable companies. I went to pay my bills and as I walked out there was a girl standing by my car, probably about 17 or 18 and about 9 months pregnant SMOKING A CIGARETTE!!! I just was shaking with anger. Why??? WHY would God allow someone like her to carry a baby to term when she has no more respect for her child's life and health than that and I have lost 2 doing every possible thing I could to keep them and myself safe and healthy.It is so unfair and makes me sick. I don't think I will ever be able to look at people in these circumstances and similar ones with a feeling of anger and resentment.I just don't get it.