Monday, July 16, 2007

Thinking Too Much

Its getting closer to the due dates of my two little angels and as usual my mind is beginning to wander. Why is it so easy for some people to have babies? People who don't need them, people who don't want them. But for some of us, who really do want them... it is so difficult. Why? Not only have I lost 2 babies, but I have been unable to even conceive a third time. It just makes me so mad sometimes, so sad. I want a child more than anything in this world.

4 comments:

Mrs. Anna T said...

Jenny,
I read through your posts a bit and my heart simply goes out to you. As a single woman who had never been pregnant, I know I can't fully understand your pain, but I do feel for you. I wish you peace and strength in your journey with God.

Anonymous said...

Hi there Jenny, I happened across your blog today. I see that you no longer have internet access at home but wanted to extend an invite to you.

My name is Melissa Donovan aka Melissa D. SC from South Carolina. I lost my son Corban in June of 2007, he was 18 week 3 days and I carried him until 25 weeks to be born naturally. Through the time spent with the Lord awaiting his timing for Corban's birth, God gave me a vision to start my own Christian Based Grief support forum for mom's who go through stillbirth.

If you are interested we would be honored to have you join us at our home on the internet. Comfort In Heaven. http://www.comfortinheaven.com

God Bless, and may the Lord strengthen you during this season of life.

Melissa D. SC http://www.xanga.com/MelissaDSC or http://www.greekhoneybee.com

Swylv said...

praying for you. while I suffer from secondary infertility and have not had a miscarriage (to my knowledge anyway) I understand your feelings.

Unknown said...

Jenny, I found your blog & my heart goes out to you. I too have lost 2 precious babies just this year. I understand how difficult it is to wait... I also desperately want a baby! I just want you to know I will be praying for you... Hope you have a great day!